Yeah gotta love these journals...Feeling a bit overwhelmed with school/work/life. Anxiety has been of a bitch lately - not sure why tho, it's usually not this bitchy until about Xmas holidays, (don't ask). I met this lady at group, (i go to a gay/les/bi/trans sort of youth group - anybody can join really) and she told me she does some Shaman work to help people with their problems (like anxiety for example). She doesn't have a "defined" price yet - sometimes she charges $10 and sometimes she'll accept gifts, it really depends on what she did and what you think is worth the price sort of deal. Whenever i get the money and the time i'm going to try this. I've tried everything else, why not?

Anyway - work is fine. Got sent home the other day cuz i was really sick. School is just a bitch right now. Every time i open up XSI my mind goes blank. I don't know what i want for a career, but Cuppa Coffee sounds like a good spot to start. My bud's bf is working there and i hope i could get a placement there. I'm going to ask one of my profs some after effect project ideas so i can start doing them right away and put them on my demo asap. I don't really think i want to work in England anymore - at least not right now...if my mind is this fucked up in Canada - what would it look like in England?? lol

I've been doing art work a lot recently - which is good. Hopefully i'll have some more pieces up by the end of next month (hopefully one up by tomorrow). The "special" painting for my family for xmas isn't going as planned - but then again i've never done digital painting before lol Tutorial watching and reading time XD

So Julien and I have an audition next tuesday and i'm nervous as hell...wish me luck