So anyway - I got my new laptop
OH and the BEST part of the holidays this year, (which is so f*cking ironic) the day after I leave to go home for the holidays b/c I was finished my assignments and handed them all in - I get an email from my prof about missing assignments. So I tried to figure it out and I panicked (mainly because I don't want to fail). So yesterday I got everything organized and when I was about to hand it in - the college website for email and storage is down. Yay panic again. So this morning - and right now - the website is still down. So I called my Grandma for something to do and I told her what happened and she advised to go to Belleville right away and figure all this stuff out. WHY didn't I think of that yesterday? or thursday? Damn panickyness X| Anyway - so hopefully that's what I'm going to achieve this afternoon/evening. My Grandmother also told me that she doesn't understand how I get myself into these messes. And frankly I don't either. And we both hate it lol. So I suggested to her that I should go to church and ask God what I did and to forgive me because this is really not funnny and it's starting to suck. My Grandma laughed
*SIGH* What am I to do with myself? If I fail I think I will surely curl up in a small ball and die.
OMG myloyalist is now up and running!!!! He basically said that everything's all good now. GOD I HATE THAT. Not the fact that it's all good now - the fact that I panicked and thought the worse and then it turned out to be NOTHING! GRRR lol