Well this fucking sucks royally. Almost two months with no job. I don't know if I'll be able to afford to go to 3rd year I'm starting to feel devastated. I've applied EVERYWHERE and nobody wants me or needs me. I applied for the call centre in town AGAIN, hopefully they'll give me something. If I can't get anything I'll be sitting here on my fucking ass all fucking school year. I DO NOT want that to happen. For a few obvious reasons...it's boring, this place drives me fucking nuts and I hate Brockville with a passion. I'm so pissed off right now it's not even funny. Stupid fucking recession.

I've been getting wicked headaches from not having my glasses, long story don't feel like telling it. I'm STILL waiting for the fucking optical place to call me and tell me that my glasses are ready.

Well, good news was Paul got to visit me on the weekend and that was wonderful. Except for the part when he had to leave of course. *Sigh* The honda is now broken and my mom got t-boned so her car is totaled. So Dad's going crazy about spending money on a new car and blah blah blah. I get so excited whenever Katie comes home, now I know how she felt when I was in school. I've been watching LotR for about 2 weeks now just to pass the fucking time. I can't draw b/c I can't see, even if I try the sketch is absolutely horrible, same reason I can't practice my guitar right now. I've been typing a little of my novel, but not much b/c of the headaches.

So, yeah really hating my fucking life right now...